I drove for miles without care and I drove for the longest time without air because I could not breathe
I wanted to scream but I had no voice left inside of me so I drove miles away
I didn’t think I was coming home that night
So I called all my friends just in case that was the last time I heard them all say goodbye
Just like earlier that day when you had said all you could say I had to go because if I didn’t,
I would have died right there and then
And I had still wanted to die, but maybe not then
And maybe not there
Because there has to be meaning and there had to be reason to the speeding,
That I was doing down the 401, speeding towards the end of it all
And I should have crashed the car and I should have gave it all away
But I found myself in the field screaming until I could not anymore
And I stared at the stars until I gave up and went home